Properly hello there and completely satisfied Saturday!
Right now is the primary weekend shortly that we don’t have something to do or anywhere to be, so I’m trying ahead to leisurely doing all of the issues I must do to maintain the home from getting buried below pet hair as a result of OMG, there’s a lot of it now!
What I wish to do most, although, is put on stretchy pants and skim. It’s bizarre, after I don’t get sufficient studying time in, I begin to really feel kinda humorous, like my mind isn’t getting sufficient psychological meals for thought.
Anywho, after chipping away for months at “Classes in Chemistry,” I’m going to lastly end it this weekend. I’d additionally prefer to restart “The Covenant of Water,” which I’ve stopped and began a pair instances over the previous few months.
Talking of the previous few months, I spotted just lately that my six month anniversary on the new job on the faculty is arising in June, which is CRAZY to me. With regard to work, I’m in a very good place now that I’ve been there for some time, however the different components of my life, oh my goodness and LE SIGH! I don’t really feel anyplace near balancing every little thing else.
I really feel like I’m pulled in so many instructions on a regular basis and that one thing at all times suffers.
Like with MBB, for instance. I don’t have the identical period of time to cowl issues the best way that I used to, and part of me feels responsible as a result of I need to have the ability to take photos and swatch and do all of the issues that I do know I can do, however a part of me additionally looks like, “Properly, that is your life evolving, and it is a likelihood to do one thing totally different.”
I’m making an attempt to view the problem as a chance to seek out one other strategy to nonetheless preserve writing that’s creatively satisfying, however dang. It hasn’t been simple, as you could possibly in all probability inform.
Or the home. Is it as clear or as organized as I do know it may very well be? NOPE! I strive my greatest to sneak in no matter cleansing or tidying I can, nevertheless it by no means feels fully clear. I’m making an attempt my greatest, although.
After I run into different individuals round right here, particularly the mothers, I ponder typically if it’s simply me that’s having a tough time juggling all of it. I don’t know if it’s a Bay Space factor, however lots of people right here appear to current themselves as having all of it discovered. Generally I really feel like I’m nowhere near that, and I ponder if displaying my vulnerability is a flaw. Hmm. I’m in all probability over pondering this.
Anyway, it’s gonna be me and these books for a number of hours as we speak. I’m actually trying ahead to that!
Have a very good weekend, and take excellent care of your self, OK? Attempt to get some studying time in for those who can.
Your pleasant neighborhood magnificence addict,
Karen
